My Ji-eun [Alea Mei]


she was the girl that i had loved so much

she was the one who brought me so much happiness and sorrow.

i loved her though i suffered in too much pain.

i was so happy when she said that she also loves me…

i believed her and became blind.

i became obsessed of whoever and whatever she is.

i loved her when she kisses me, make love with me, sit beside me, ignore me, get angry to me, slap me, punch me, say bad words to me, watch movie with me, eat with me, sleep beside me, call me, walk with me, drink with me, go to church with me…

even in her silence and absence..i loved her so much…

alea, if you could just see what’s in my heart and if only you could feel what i feel…you would surely cry everyday and feel that the air is your touch…like what i use to feel.

to the people who will and had read this article…i just want to say that…

i’m proud that once in my life i trully loved a girl.

the girl that made me complete and broken again…

the girl that made me smile and cry…

the girl that made me enthusiastic and depressed…

the girl that inspired me and ruin me…

the girl that i love and even if she keeps on hurting me still, i will keep on loving her…

she was the girl…

….my s-ssy girl..

….my ji-eunalea mei

my ji-eun alea mei, love, care, let go, sacrifice, tears, alone.

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